"What Should I Do To My Carrier???....... "
I start to dreamin to be "bull dozer driver"...but then i've being more ambitious...i wish to flying in the sky as a fighter pilot......huhuhu...but suddenly when i was in the secondary school....something happen to my eyes....i've never 'skodeng' any where....reading too much books?...No lah...I'm not nerd....but then I've to wear a glasses.....hmmm.....i'm so frustrated...because I'm not handsome anymore...hehehe....but i still got a list of admirer......hehehe......but....the most spoiled thing is.....pilot should have an eagle eyes not a pair of glasses.....so that....i got to forget my dreams once again...
When i was in Sek. Men. Teknik Alor Akar....(my best school ever).....i took Civil Engineering as my major course....everybody in the troop is dreaming of being an engineer & IR....but not me....actually i do....but not for long....as my interest has channeled to something else...something new at that time....i luv computer....i luv it very much....i'll break the school law....intrude the computer lab an library...just to have fun with the pc....this is why when i further my study to the university....most of my frenz thought that i didnt further my study as they couldn't found me at their faculty....well...actually...i've further my study in in Computer Science....i want to be computer intelligent person....i want to be a Software Engineer....after grad....i was offered to be a software programmer in KL...after one month i've been transfered to Quantan as Representative for the Military (Airforce) Software Bureau. I was ther for one year....studying all the system related to defence communication technology from radar system to aircraft and other supporting system...but study without practical makes me bored....so that my General Manager has introduce me to the project management....i've became a assistant engineer at that time....but after 03 months...i've becam a Project Manager and my Ex-Project Manager became my assistant....hehehe...
After several years working at the defence aviation industry....i'm then being introduce to the oil & gas industry at which took me to Kemaman, Kertih & Paka and all related area which is within the territory of this industry....Being a Business Development Executive there...has given me a complete package of knowledge of business from technical, operation, management, financial, contact and many more.....from there....i start to learn and to know people...and they start to know me too....from this point my business instinct has glow back again.....i start to plan....and workout on many thing....to reach my target to be a businessman in the engineering field of business...
But i never quit from my job.........business is business....but i still remain working with other to gain more knowledge and contacts... as an executive from the first company in Kemaman....i then move to another company in Kemaman Supply Base holding a post as a Operation Manager.....but it won lasting for long....there's an internal conflict in that company... financial problem, attitude problem...dirty tricks and a lot of thing make me headache....suddenly i got a new offer at Paka....i joint the company just as a Business Development Executive again...but it doesn't matter as long as me and my family didn't suffer.
But at this point....i became more aggressive....i start to run my own business by registering 02 new company whilst having a JV with other frenz and colleagues....but as before....i never quit working...i'll still keep on working until i could established a stable business for myself and my lovely family...
God bless me....just a few month after joining and start executing all my plans.....i got a new offer from other company....a much more established company....an international company from Japan....but i refuse not to joint the company.....i should put more concern for my reputation as the biggest capital for my very own business....i've to put an amount of offer aside....or else....i might lose my dignity in this industry.....
Yeah....luckily...and syukur to Allah......i've passed thru a lots of constraint in my life.....it makes me ready and stronger to avoid nor minimise all the upcoming difficulty that might be occur on my upcoming future undertaking....
It seems to be an enhancement in my life and carreer...but not as good as others....but that is good enough...i'll still keep on pushing and working for better....but sometimes....i really dunno...."What Should I Do to My Carrier"......as there's too many ideas flirting in my head....until then....i need to get a rest....
"HAPPY VS TENSION"
Just came back from KL.... having fun with my family...specially with my sweet little boy....i fetch my frenz car last thursday to KL...6pm from Paka and reach KL at 10.30pm...but stuck in traffic jammed at KL Sentral for almost half an hour....it so much fun when got chance to went back to KL....missing my family so much....
Entering my home...i can see the face off love on them....specially my wife and son....kissing them is a must when i reach home....my son...he's so adorable...so daring when i get home....at the age of 1 year and 3 months...he's getting smarter....he's so cute.....with his mouth who keeps mumbling all the time...he knew when he miss someone....he gave me a non-stop kissing on my face...hmmm....i luv my son so much...truly madly deeply...
"The Journey Of My Mindset Transition"
17 Jan 2012
actually i've start to jotting sumthin in d blogging wall since year of 2008.in d age of 29, i was thinking that a transition must be done, in terms of mindset,activities,habits,attitudes, the way of life,and so many other things about me acquire an upgrade, a +ve enhancement must be reach.but to approach a major transition in ourselves was not an easy task to complete.as the real challenge is actually our inner paradigm which has being piled up in ourselves since we start learning to know what we'd like to know and do what we'd like to do.same goes to me and i believe others will have the same difficulty or might be facing the same scenario, which "hardly fight our own behavior for better life".
however for me its not a reason,that allowing me to stay at my comfort stage nor zone.a transtion in my life is a "must". a single inch of enhancement must be reach.as i strongly believed,this moved gonna gave a great momentum one day. i must get off from the feeling of"feeling glow in sorrow".this happen to the majority of people out there.so that i've decideto be different by being a minority. why???because a minority of people are the people who were success in whatever they do and intend to do.
so then, i've start to thinking on which portion should i tackle for my life transition.at the time i have no reference nor a great mentor.i start to think alone.but the merciful allah, guide me.unconciously i started to change the way of thinking that lead me tremendously to a right "mindset".
the first thing that i do are by expressing all ideas and feeling into this medium (blogs) which gave a private room to release what ever i feel.at the first time, this blogs is more to an option to me to release my stress instead of addicted hobby karaoke huhuhu.(all my past -ve post have been removed frm this page).
but as i said earlier, i need to make a transition in my life and i'm choosing to enhance my mindset.realizing the main motive of having this blog, i've started to jot sumthin which is a bit +ve than before.coz,every time i release my anger on this wall, there's only me who read it again and again which suddenly double up my stress as i keep on reading the jot which telling me that i'am damn stress and it coz me to become extremely stress.
to be continue. ;)
18 Feb 2012
Here i come again....;) time is running too fast...so we have to act faster than time.....or else we'll then realize that we're already out of time to do what we're suppose to do in our life........
So back to my past post in the mid of last month...which is about my "Mindset Transition" which might be the same, similar or maybe some of us was on the same track of me.......so that maybe this post could become a guidance to your journey of success.
The first step i did is to change my -ve thinking which influences my by my own self. Rather telling myself that i'm not happy and don't know what to do,i start to tell my self what i want and what am i suppose to do.
Since i'm not an active blogger, so normally i'll write a -ve status on my Facebook wall.As a muslim i strongly believe what people read or say about us will be a direct prayer to us which will be hear and easily accpeted by Allah. So most my comment there is a variety of a motivation words that i copy from a various motivated and a success person. But many of the motivation phrases that i put there are coming from my motivated mind. I've to do this, i've to train my mind. Why i'm doing this?it's not to show to others that i'm a great person, but it's because i believes that there're thousand of people out there and around me that can give me a motivation, but it won't completely works on me unless i become the one who keep on motivating myself.
There's a story of "the strong stubborn horse and the experience breeder".The strong horse was exhausted and almost died as it couldn't find the water source. The breeder realize the condition of the horse and trying to help. So, the breeder have to pull the strong horse hardly as the horse don't want to obey his command, but the breeder won't give up and still trying to bring the horse to the nearest river in order to rescue him. The strong horse don't want to die, but he's not happy the way the breeder thread him. But since he couldn't hold the way the breeder thread him, and the experience breeder now his weakness and start to smack his tail to make the horse move. Finally the horse then follow the breeder until the river. At this stage, the smart breeder was having no idea on how to help the horse anymore as the stubborn horse don't want to drink the water from the river. The breeder try hardly to bend the horse neck to ensure his mouth touch the water surface, but the horse still don't want to drink it. The horse was so happy as finally he win the protest between him and the breeder. What ever the breeder do, the horse still close his mouth. The breeder patiently wait until few days hoping that the horse will start drinking but the horse refuse not to drink and stick to protest. Day after day the horse health become weak and weak and finally he died.
So, what could we learn from this tales story? The horse is actually us, a human...some of us didn't realize that we're stubborn. We know what we need, but sometimes we don't realize when Allah sent us a guide to reach what we need. Normally what we do? We missed interpret it........so no matter how others trying to help us......it won't make any sense until we take our part seriously to get what we want to get and to reach where we're suppose to reach. No matter how good the mentor behind you, they could not get you to your final goal, unless you start to take a step towards it.
There's more that i would like to jot in here......i love to do this......but i realizes now......we could not always get what ever we like or love to.......as sometimes what you don't like is much more important to me and the people around me....so what i need to do now is to manage and segregate my times smarter between what i like and what am i suppose to do.......
I'll come back again to share on the journey of my mindset transition....till then...no matter how much you get from the jot today....what we need to do now is to take an immediate action towards our goal of success..same goes to me......i got some biz to deal.....till then...i wish you all d best and may Allah facilitates us in what ever our planned and execution.....as my mentor told me " Don't Stop When You're Tired, Stop When You're DONE".
New Year Has Just Begin....The Journey Continued....Never End Until Its Done....
Assalamualaikum and good day to all.....may today be better than yesterday....and of coz...May this year of 2013 be the best among the past year... :) .Normally...success and great people will start their year with a new great goal setting or planned, executing and continuing their incomplete past goal setting. But most of us just carry forward the same incomplete goal setting which being planned for the past several years. Same goes to me at the past 3 years back. But when my mindset transition has begun, ther's a lot of thing in my life was change. I'm just yet an ordinary guy with an extra ordinary quality inside.....lols... ;) Alhamdulillah....since the past 3 years, I've make sure at least part of my yearly goal setting can be reach at the end of the year.
Back to last year journey on 2012. It's a quite tough period for me as my health was not so good. However, alhamdulillah, praise to Allah, my planned and execution 2011 has backup me to past through 2012.
End of last year of 2012, things has come back almost to normal routine of success. Thanks God for keep blessing me on what i'm done and being through.
i'm recovered from illness by almost end of last year. It tooks me about almost 10 months of pain on my health. BUT my desire are bigger than anything. When i get recovered, I've continue to pursuit my happiness and success. Finally I've managed to reach my short term goal setting upon the opening of new year of 2013. Alhamdulillah....praise to God again.
So, this year, I've a carry forward goal setting which i strongly believe.... I CAN BE WHAT I PLANNED TO BE......
This year i'll make sure i can help more people in terms of financial, mindset and self development achievement as this will also helping me to reach my own personal target of success in business and personal desire.
Well i'm not planning to jotting more words today, as this year were very different in my past whole life schedule. My lovely son has just start schooling. So, I've a new task in my daily schedule which is to sent an to take him home. It's almost 12 noon now...i got to make a move...until then... "PLAN YOUR WORK AND WORK YOUR PLANNED"..... "DON'T WAIT THING HAPPEN JUST MAKE THING HAPPEN". ;)
